Why did I come here? The million dollar question that has been haunting me ever since I regained my sight after initially beiing blindede by the glare of a prestigious insti.
A place u cannot identify with - a lifeless place, inshort a place that u cannot identify with. Waht was the promise that it showed? Was it an illusion or was it the last convulsion - like that of a dying animal that suddenly shudders as if its goin to wake up, but doesnt? Probably it was an illusion that isnt allowing any1 to see through it. A MIRAGE. A mirage that has beasts lurking in it - beasts that feed on your enthusiasm - beasts who feed off your urge to fight something thats wrong. And among them there are strange creatures who slowly eat away the courses that will be taught - like maggots eating away a dead body thats devoid of its soul - like all huge empires, this place will collapse.
Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe GOOD students will always be attracted to the glare, and the insti will keep on feeding on their energy - an energy that it cannot generate on its own. A living parasite - that owes its name to the people it feeds on. Not that every1s bad - a few lecturers are good - with flawed judgements of coures. Depth of learning - BULLSHIT! - I learned more in Graduation - my University was probably way better!!!
Fresh PG's who dont even have a degree - teaching us - and worse --- callng themselves 'PROFFESORS'!!!! Putting uo am obse display of power that we have chosen to grant them, or rather they have assumed that we have granted them. I have a question - what makes a lecturer think that s/he is GOD when they arent even GOOD at their job? NO DEDICATION - that was unimaginable until I came to this insti. One unit - "I have cleared your basics, now u can study on your own" - "See, its the way that boy says" - "Dont you like my teaching?" - "All 5 algorithms will fetch you 10marks". Am I being punished for my competence, or am I being forced to become incompetent. Why the hell am I required to submit assignments that require no application of my mind?
You see this college is a QUSAR - a stellar object that seems to be brighter than a galaxy. But when you go closer you discover that its not a self sufficient system that generates its own energy, but a black hole that pulls off gases from surrounding stars, thereby generating a lot of heat and radio waves - which act as a stamp of the Quasar. They create the illusion of a bright object luring you to go closer n take a chance - but when you are close enough, you realize that the picture isnt as beautiful as it seemed - and the black hole wont let you escape!!!
Why the hell did I come here?